art reception

Tonight was the reception for my art exhibit at the YMCA. It began snowing about 2 hours before and it is still snowing now, an hour after. With all of the handicaps that occurred, the very low turn out is not a surprise. There was a few employees of the Y stop by real quickly, a few people I work with and other than that, 4 people. Two were my parents and the other 2 were my parent's friends. I did NOT sell anything. I did get to bring home a pan of some very tasty brownies. Telling myself that it was enough to just regain my interest back seems foolish at this point. Yet, I have no other alternative now. It is over. Telling myself all along that that was enough limited me. I told myself and God and the Universe that was enough and that is all They gave me. Yes, I was being positive, but I limited myself. A friend of mine has asked me through all of this what she thought God might be telling me. Maybe latter I will know, but for now, I limited myself. Like I said, this was not about the money for me. However, if I do this again, I will make sure I place a little higher priority on the money. I spent a lot of money I do not have on frames and preparations.

Perhaps I should have waited to write this when I could be less...